Not myself

[cole]

Feel like my head wants to explode!

Not felt myself since before xmas with all the pregnancy problems which I thought would go away once Olivia was here, but they haven't. I don't realise how bad I am feeling until I have a moment where I feel like me again. Have Drs tomorrow for 6 week check where I know I need tell them but know what they will say and I will have to admit how I feel. Olivia is such a good baby apart from the reflux which is getting worse. Not only blue episodes now she projectile vomits daily - 3 times today!!! She has scans coming up for brain and hips. The Dr thinks she has hip dysplasia (sp).

I have some family issues too. I feel like I want to run away with my little family.

On a good note my Mum has finished chemo

Sorry for moaning having a bad day xxxx

[rachaelmae]

Hugs sweetie, its completely normal to not feel your self after everything thats happened and Olivia being poorly, never underestimate the effect of stress and worry, and no it doesnt disappear over night.

Tell your GP how you feel, hes there to help. Also get as much help as possible, rest when you can (haha) and make sure your eating/drinking enough, also try and get out for fresh air as much as possible. And if able try to have some child free time (i can hear you laughing..) Hope you start to feel abit more "Cole" like soon xxxxx

And yay for your mum, brilliant news xx

[sarahdavid]

Echoing everything RM has said, big hugs lovely xx

[Bubba82]

Hugs babe, families are sh1te!! If you wanna chat it over pm me xxx

Google pyloric stenosis babe it mainly affects boys but isn't uncommon in girls, my mum was born with it, it's not a 'nice' condition but worth ruling out just in case and is completely treatable xxx

Xxx

[Tam]

Awww Cole, poor you.
What a horrible time you've been having
At least they are trying to treat Olivia and you need to speak tot he doc, asking for help isnt making you a failure, it makes you human

I needed to ask for help after Nate was born and I didn't, it made me soooo much worse and the depression deepened

You don't have to take med's if you don't want to but maybe you just need someone to talk to

Families suck, I'll run away with you if you like???

HUGE HUGS x x x x

[noababy]

Lots of hugs. Everyone else has said all the rest.

Muwahhhhh! and some HIGGLES too.

[mrsharvey]

hugs lovely you have gone through so much recently not surprised you feel the way you do, how did you get on at the doctors?

We are all hear to listen so moan away xxxxx

[carla]

big hugs hun hope you got on ok at the doctors today xxx

[éinínsmom]

Hope the doc appointment went well today x

[cole]

I went for my check which wasn't with Dr as I thought. It was with some lady that was useless. I am seeing my Dr on Wednesday xx