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I'm afraid after the whole hysterectomy worry, I started smoking again from all the stress but I have been to the doctors and am on tablets to give it up, I have chosen today as my quit day (you contimue to smoke on them for up to 2 weeks and you choose a quit day within the second week) and so far haven't had one, where usually the first thing I have to do after sorting Finlay is go and have one, so it's now been 2 hours without. When I gave up before I found it really easy, the tablets make you feel so ill when you have a cigarette that last time I didn't even want one let alone missed it but I had not been under stress like I was and when stressed I always used to reach for the fags so is what I did when I started again

Anyway, I really need help and encouragement as hubby tries but is pretty useless

. I don't want to be told really horrible stuff IYKWIM cos I know it's bad and I know it's disgusting etc etc, that's why I'm giving up again but I'm finding it really hard already this time, I'm not sure my frame of mind is right because I just can't stop thinking about having one

So could really use your encouragement ladies, especially as if like last time, I will put on loads of weight and get really down!! Am trying to keep busy to keep my mind off but if I log on here, that will help too, so can you all help me please?????

Would be very grateful xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx